i think i've figured out a way i see people. girls namely.

there are girls i want to see naked, and girls i want to kiss. i greatly appreciate beauty and there are some girls that are just so damn BEAUTIFUL, i would love to see them naked. in my mind i don't see this is some sort of "objectifying" thing, as your body is a part of you and if i appreciate your body, i appreciate you as well. i'm just so curious to see the various forms.

then there are the girls i want to kiss. i still want to see them naked certainly, but these are people i want to get to know. a lot. enough that i could kiss them. i think it could be said i don't just kiss whomever, though i've had a few exceptions. in the great majority of cases, to me a kiss is something very meaningful.

it's something akin to the contrast between "hot" and "beautiful." girls you think look good but aren't someone you want to necessarily be great friends with are hot. these are girls i want to see naked. but you tell pretty girls you want to know that they're beautiful. sure you still want to see them naked, but they offer more in the way of person to person relations.

it's the girls i want to kiss the moment i see them that get stuck in my head. and confuse me terribly.